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Glass Heart by chaoticserph, literature

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Glass Heart

I'll take everything I meant to you And I'll put it in a jar But I wonder if I'll make it through I still think I won't get far Whenever I look at that jar That vessel stands in lieu of my heart Because whenever I think of you I feel like breaking that jar Something that seems long overdue Longing for what I had with you I don't even remember Why I made that jar Our love like cinders Snuffed by its own flare Smothered by the fever We thought we could get far Now that jar is getting to me I find myself with a hammer in hand The loneliness beginning to hit me Trying to fight the urge but I can't I just want it all back The

The Last Heathen by chaoticserph, literature

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The Last Heathen

The nights never end The fear crawling up your skin Monsters darker than the shadows Invisible until they're up close They can hear your heart beating They can smell you bleeding They know where you are And they're not too far They're breathing While your sleeping The hunt is on! It's time to run! The sunlight is gone And you're taking too long The dogs are at your heels And they're itching for the kill The heat of the hunt is searing As they track down the last heathen! Your time is up! Twelve o' clock has struck The monsters are here The terror bringing you to tears You're praying for the sun As they're preying on you

Sanctimonium by chaoticserph, literature

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Sanctimonium

Don't know how to pray Don't know what to say Cause I ain't a part of the congregation To the pious ones all I am is Satan So show me what it's like To bathe in the sacred light I can't see because I'm blind Dreaming in just black and white I can't tell you what I believe But I know you won't like what you see How do I sympathize With those who criticize Showing nothing but hate Towards those who cannot relate You always try to pry Trying to open my eyes So that I can see the light Wanting to make me your kind So show me what it's like To bathe in the sacred light I can't see because I'm blind Dreaming in just black and w

Halloween by chaoticserph, literature

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Halloween

Yes it's that day again It's a great day to sin It's the innocent's chance to live To be something not alive Oh it's the day called Halloween Everybody can enjoy this scene This day is all about a good scream Peoples' heads ripping at every seam It's Halloween The moon's so bright (Little kids scream) From glowing eyes in the night Everyone's dressing up like monsters (And the terror stirs) The pranks are so wrong (But the fun feels right) Before this night ends, none will survive The lunacy in the air is strong tonight But by tomorrow we all will revive And everything will be alright But tonight we'll make sure you cry T

Happily Ever After by chaoticserph, literature

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Happily Ever After

This is no fairy tale Oh can't you tell? Your in a monster movie And you're the monster I know you can't perceive But it's you they want dead sir You're the Frankenstein And they're the townsfolk They've drawn the line And you crossed into a mob of pitchforks Oh there's no gettin out of it It's fight or die And all your foes are people you know There's no time to throw a fit Or curl up and cry Oh yeah there's gotta be an end to the show You find yourself screaming out loud But your voice doesn't make a sound Because it's drowned out by the roar of the crowd Oh they won't let your body be found You're thinking "this is the

Story of a Nomad by chaoticserph, literature

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Story of a Nomad

It's been a long ride And it's been lonely all the while Just me and my horse Riding along this course Just a dusty road And my hat laying low No one sees into my eyes Nor do I see their lies I find no pity in this world And no pity for myself This way its death I'm marching toward Add another story of a nomad upon the shelf Along this way you'll see a man He roams wherever he goes And asks for no company He leaves his story in the sand Where his tears fall is where it shows He runs from this world of gluttony And by the end he finally escaped But it didn't end the way he desired He ended it for his own sake He was done w

Jack the Ripper by chaoticserph, literature

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Jack the Ripper

After tonight I will cry out goodbye And tears will shed from our faces And when we get home We're gonna feel all alone We both know that book left traces (of what you did with him!) Hidden under your bed Bad dreams running through my head Of the sins against me you have committed This time there's no debate You're the one I fucking hate Because of what that black book admitted! I didn't want this to be the end But I guess that's the way it happens Women that cheat Making you weak Losing your inhibition I'll see it all end With this gun in my hand Girl you aint goin to heaven! Now that you're gone These tears will not fal

Mr. Nice Guy by chaoticserph, literature

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Mr. Nice Guy

Today is when it all crumbles down And all the noise you made no longer makes a sound I don't wanna know about him Because to me it's just depression he brings I know you haven't a clue But all this time I've wanted you But when you said he's the one I thought to myself that its gotta be fiction I wish I could turn back time Where I could still make you mine All these times I tried But still you didn't see I guess I never caught your eyes But all I want to say is it should've been me He's got you now But I'm not down and out I'm gonna get you in the end This time the nice guy will win I don't care what I lose As long as it

Alone and Numb by chaoticserph, literature

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Alone and Numb

Oh god I don't know where to start My nerves have become numb And I'm already falling apart My thoughts never meant to be sung I'd like to love again Even if it's just to hate Was it some sin? That you decided to take away my taste? Give me life again Because this voice has grown hush I want to know again What it's like to feel and such I just want to feel something! Because in these arms is nothing I am broken And I fear there is no one to fix what's wrong In this room I'm afraid there's no way for you to here this song But I'm not giving up Somehow I'll make it out Somehow you'll hear me shout I won't be alone and numb

Since I was Young by chaoticserph, literature

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Since I was Young

Long long ago I was just a boy Just a kid in love And there was a girl A girl that treated boys like toys And that girl was my crush I knew she was bad But it didn't make a difference Just staying and looking made me sad When I confessed she laughed in my face Haven't been in love since I thought I was in control Didn't think it would tear into my soul I had no clue it would ruin me Take away the love that I see But I'll tell you this son I haven't been in love since I was young I grew up with such an absence Never to have a crush since And just when I thought I had won That girl that I forgot Had once again become the one

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Glass Heart by chaoticserph, literature

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Glass Heart

The Last Heathen by chaoticserph, literature

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The Last Heathen

Sanctimonium by chaoticserph, literature

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Sanctimonium

Halloween by chaoticserph, literature

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Halloween

Happily Ever After by chaoticserph, literature

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Happily Ever After

Story of a Nomad by chaoticserph, literature

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Story of a Nomad

Jack the Ripper by chaoticserph, literature

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Jack the Ripper

Mr. Nice Guy by chaoticserph, literature

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Mr. Nice Guy

Alone and Numb by chaoticserph, literature

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Alone and Numb

Since I was Young by chaoticserph, literature

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Since I was Young

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About chaoticserph

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Apr 29, 1991

United States
Deviant for 13 years
He / Him

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My name is Josh in case anyone is interested. I'm interested in the music world at the moment. Who knows when that'll change, but I hope it doesn't. I love music and I'm good at it. I've been writing songs alot lately and have been trying to write music for them. I figured out writing the music is alot harder than writing the lyrics haha, but my best friend and I are slowly getting through it. If anyone is interested I play a Peavey Predator Stratocaster model. It has a couple of its pick-ups going out of it, so it sounds horrible. I'd like to get a new one, but I'm poor so I'm stuck with it. :P

By the way, my songs are copyrighted, so don't try and steal them. If anybody sees any of my songs floating around places please tell me, so I can do something about it.

Current Residence: Idiana, US
Favourite genre of music: metal
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Favourite cartoon character: Courage the Cowardly Dog
Personal Quote: "By daily dying I have come to be."

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Bullet for My Valentine, Avenged Sevenfold, Rise Against

Favourite Games

Silent Hill series, The FF series, Resident Evil series, etc

Favourite Gaming Platform

Playstation 2, Playstation 3

Tools of the Trade

hp pavilion dv4 laptop, photoshop cs5, peavey predator guitar and my mind

Other Interests

music and art

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chaoticserph

Mar 19, 2011

Devious Journal Entry

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I know I don't post much on here or anything, but I've written a couple new songs lately. I figured they were pretty good for first drafts, so I posted them on here for people to see and share their thoughts on them. I'll end up editting them soon, so get your thoughts in beforehand so I don't have to keep re-editting them. If you are watching then thanks for checking them out, if not I would appreciate it if you would. :) -Josh